I wish I knew the words to say to make everything all better like it was. I wish that you could at least give me the chance to show you how much things have changed. I’m working so hard, and yeah I’m not there yet….but I’m motivated for the first time in my whole life. Motivated because you mean the most to me out of anyone still. Time is going to pass and I know that, but I don’t see the point in letting it pass when your unhappy. Do something about it. This is the only shot at this life that we’ve got and personally I don’t want to spend more than one second of it being away from the ones I love. I lost my head for a little while and lost sight of what I was fighting for, but I just want you to know that I’m back, and I’m bring it full force this time. Every decision from here on out will be calculated in my head to get me close to what I want. I’m sick of walking around with half my heart missing.
